
I have been on this page every day since my last post and I can't think of anything to say. That usually means that whatever it is that I could say is something I don't really want to say, like why I didn't go to church for an extended length of time or about how incredibly anxious and unsure of myself I am at my internship, or what's it's like to go to an AA meeting after not having been there for months. It might seem like I write about anything and everything that is going on in my life, but sometimes I'm so self-conscious about something that I can't write about it, but I can't just write about something else, because I can't get past this issue I'm struggling with. I've tried to write little snippets about something totally unrelated and light hearted, but it doesn't work. Somehow, the honesty in my voice comes through the words that I write. I can't write about something other than my issue at hand. So, I'm going to think about my issues at hand and take some time tomorrow to write about at least one of them. For tonight, I need to get to bed. I haven't been sleeping well, which probably has something to do with those issues I'm not writing about. Hmmm...
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