Yesterday was my first whole day without playing Age of Empires on the computer. Johnny's really proud of me. We'll see how I do today. "One day at a time."
I went to the midnight showing of Eclipse with my mom and sisters last night. It's always fun to spend the evening with them and I like watching the characters from the book come to life. The acting and directing is better than the first movie, but it's still so bad I cringed a lot. Robert Pattinson's terrible acting of Edward forces me to be on Team Jacob. Taylor Lautner is a much better actor, with or without the great abs.
On to the real subject today - I'm reading a book called A Writer's Space. It caught my eye at the book store. I've been looking for a good place to write for a long time now. Right now I'm sitting at my dining room table. I used to write in the den, but JB's computer and all kinds other things are in there that pull at me. Sometimes I sit at the kitchen table. I've read in several places about successful authors writing in small, quiet spaces that have a door they can shut, so I designated my walk in closet as my new writing space. I haven't done much writing in there, but my closet it really clean!
After chatting with a friend yesterday my lack of writing came down to something very simple. I'm not writing. I'm using a million and one excuses to not write. It's too loud. It's too quiet. It's messy. The phone keeps ringing. People keep bothering me. I just need to put in one load of laundry. I need to find an agent. I need to find a self-publishing company. I need to get up at 5 a.m. I'll never get up at 5 a.m! I'll stay up late. I need to listen to my kids. This friend really needs me. I have to work. Maybe I should get a job. I'll be a Census taker! I need to be secluded, in a cabin, up north, in Wisconsin, on a lake, with an Eagle in a nest 35 degrees to my right and two loons on the lake at dusk, on the glass like surface of the water. What I need is to get over it, quit making excuses and form a writing habit, no matter what time it is, where I am, what I have to write with or what is on my schedule. Simply, I just need to write.
2 comments:
Yup! You need to write!
I think you are a GREAT writer, but if you are forcing yourself to do it, maybe it isn't something you enjoy??????
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